Be sure to scroll down and read the post Mallory left yesterday
Today Mallory is turning 20 and is wise beyond her years!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY PRINCESS!!!!!
WOW!!! What a difference a year makes. A year ago today was Mallory’s 19th birthday and she was literally knocking on deaths door. Her nurses threw her a party at midnight, then on the night of her birthday we had another party for her, she was so sick. That is one birthday none of us will ever forget, she was so sick she did not even open her presents! She was green, her eyes were yellow, she wasn’t eating, wasn’t getting out of the bed and was FIGHTING!! We were sitting by her bed, pacing the floor, asking a million questions and PRAYING!!! I have had to sit back many times and feel so helpless, so wanting to take her place, praying and begging God not to take her. Mallory has been through so much the last two years of her life she has endured more than most people experience in their entire life. Having walked this journey with her has truly changed my outlook on life. The things we all take for granted, the things we all think really matter, the people we forget to show our love for. Mallory has shown everyone the amount of strength she has, I am still just amazed at how well she has handled all this. She is so strong and I am so very proud of her, she is truly a pillar of strength. Don’t get me wrong, she does get frustrated at times however she always bounces back and comes out on top. I know God has helped her as well as the rest of our family get through this, he has been there with us every step of the way. Mallory has touched so many lives, her story has helped people decide to be organ donors, something we need more of to help save lives. I have had so many people tell me how amazed they are with the strength our family has had throughout this entire journey. Honestly, I am not quite sure how we all did it, but with God’s strength we did. We have always been a very close family and I am not sure if it is possible that this brought us closer together but maybe it did. I have gone back and read the journal since the beginning a few times and with each entry I can remember exactly how I felt, I can remember being so scared at times and so happy at other times. I have also been angry at times, I know we should never question God but when you are sitting by your child’s bed wondering if they are going to make it through the next day or even the next hour sometimes it is hard to not say “WHY”? I know God choose Mallory for a reason although I am not really sure I know the reason. Maybe he has some big plans for her, maybe he knew she could handle this with amazing strength and that she would touch many lives with her story. I can honestly say I am probably the proudest mom on this planet, I am so blessed to have two wonderful kids and the best husband ever. Michael and Mallory, I love you both so much and am absolutely so very proud of both of you. I would like to thank each of you for all your concern and prayers, they have truly made a big difference and we love all of you!! Be sure to leave Mallory a birthday message. Take care, have a great weekend and God Bless!!!!
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