9:30 p.m.
Happy New Year! Wow, I cannot believe 2007 is behind us and what a year it was. We have had a few not so good New Years Days in our family, 2005 my dad passed away on this day and let me just say I miss him so much!! On this day in 2007 was the day we got the call to bring Mal to Egleston due to increased numbers in her labs, we were there for 43 days. She was in the hospital a few other times for a few days at a time then it all started on July 24th. We went in for a biopsy and a check to see if her bile duct was blocked (turns out it was), we thought a few drugs and a stent and we would be on our way out the door. We certainly were wrong, 1 liver, many stents, several biopsies, lots of blood, platelets and plasma, dialysis, internal bleeding, TPN feeds, feeding tube, MANY drugs and the list goes on and on, 130 days later and we were out the door. Then 9 days later back to Egleston for 6 days due to fluid between her liver and diaphram. WOW, what a year, we spent more nights at the hospital than we did at our house in 2007. Mallory has been through so much at such a young age and I will continue to say I (we) are so very proud of her. As I sit here tonight and write this post I see her sitting across the room in my dad"s recliner and I am truly amazed, I am looking at a miracle!! Sometimes when I look at her my heart, it just breaks, I have seen what all this sweet princess had to go through to get where she is today. As a mom, it has been so difficult to witness this, I would take her place in a minute, but that is just not God"s plan. I have had to see her hurt so bad that she is begging for relief, if you have never had to witness a loved one feel this way then consider yourself blessed and pray you never do and if you have, I am so sorry, I know how you feel. I know as each day goes by she will continue to get stronger and stronger. I know that she still has healing to do. I know she must get so frustrated at times but I also know she is very thankful. I am so thankful to the donor"s family for deciding to give the best gift that anyone could ever receive, the gift of life. I know the past week or so was very difficult for them as they had to celebrate the holidays without their loved one, and I continue to pray for them and thank God for their decision. I would like to thank all of you to, our friends, family and those of you that we do not even know, we are so blessed to have all of you on this journey with us. So, thank you! Mal had a good day today, she has not felt great but it was still a good day. We will have labs done in the morning then go to Egleston tomorrow afternoon for a checkup. That is about it for today, have a good night and hope your 2008 is Great!!!! The Smith family is praying for a great uneventful year!!! Lisa
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