When I went to make the post earlier and saw that we were on day 106 of this journey, it made me think “WOW!” When we arrived here on July 24th we all thought we would be here a few days get a stint placed and head back home, boy were we wrong! Not in a million years did any of us expect to hear “retransplant”.
I am so amazed at what all Mal has gone through. I would be so interested to see how many units of blood she has received, how many doses of pain meds she has had, how many IV antibiotics she has gotten, how many pills she has swallowed, I could go on and on. As a mom, it is so difficult to see what all Mallory has endured over the last 15 months of her life, and the last 3 months have just been mind boggling. She has been through more in her life already than most of us will for our entire life.
Mal is such a strong person and honestly I think I get my strength from her, she helps me get through this with her. I have told her before I wish I could take her place and that I am sorry she is going through all this. Her reply to me was, you probably are not strong enough, and I think she is right. A few weeks ago while in ICU, the nurse and me were helping Mal get from the bed to the chair, it was so hard for her, hurt so bad. I will never forget her looking at me and saying, “God must have some really big plans for me to put me through this two times”. That absolutely broke my heart.
There have been so many hurdles for her over the past three months, but as always she has handled them all so well. Don’t get me wrong there have been times when I know she is getting very frustrated but she has still managed to keep fighting and is winning this battle. I cannot put into words how proud I am of her; she has been such an inspiration to so many people. Mallory has a lot of faith, faith in God, and this makes me proud. When I see all the notes from so many different people that she has touched, people she does not even know, it makes me smile, it makes me cry and it amazes me.
God has worked so many miracles for our family, we truly are blessed. I am so thankful for this hospital, for the doctors, the nurses, the medicines, the machines, etc. However, I am most thankful for the donor and I constantly pray for the donor’s family, they lost a loved one and Mal received the greatest gift, the gift of life. Although, I will never know the family of the donor, we have a connection now and I love them for their decision, Mal is still here today because of not one but two families giving the gift of life, I am forever grateful for their decision. If you are not an organ donor or have never donated blood or platelets, please give this some more thought, our Mal is still here because of donors, not only organ donors but blood and platelet donors.
Last but not least, thank you!! I am so grateful for all our families and friends; it is so nice to have such a large support group. The notes to Mallory, the cards, the gifts, the emails, the phone calls, you all have no idea how much this means to our family. I would like to say a special thank you to my mom, Thank you for putting your life on hold and spending time with us during all of this; I love you and appreciate you! I am so blessed to have such a wonderful family, I love all of you. And, well Mike is just the best husband and dad in the world and Mal truly has the best big brother a girl could ever want, not to mention the best son ever. NUFF SAID!! Lisa
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