Hello everyone! Mallory went to Emory today for labs. Dr. Ram called me this afternoon to tell me that her numbers have gone up again. Her liver enzymes are both over 100 and her Bilirubin is now 4.5. So…now what? Well, because the last biopsy indicated possible drug toxicity likely caused by the prograf he has decided to stop the prograf and try another medicine, cyclosporine. Tonight she will start the new meds and discontinue the prograf. This is the first time in over 4 years she is not taking prograf and yes this does make me a little nervous! Mallory will go to Emory Friday morning for labs at 7:30 and a clinic visit with Dr. Ram at 8:30. If her liver numbers are still going up Dr. Ram wants to do another biopsy to compare to the last one.
I wanted to take this time to thank all of the team mal followers for continuing on this journey with us, we could not do it without the wonderful family and friends that we have supporting us and of course, GOD. We all know that we serve an awesome God, he ALWAYS answers our prayers, ALWAYS!!!
Driving home from work today my thoughts were going crazy trying to understand this rollercoaster of a ride we are on, wondering yet again, WHY? Then I remembered a conversation that I had with Mallory, I think on more than one occasion. I know we are not supposed to question God and his plan that he has for us, I am sure you will all agree sometimes it is easier said than done. However, I was really struggling with why…….why did God pick Mallory for this to happen to, why my daughter. Mallory is a wonderful and caring person, so why, why her? Why not another daughter…why not the daughter that is not a wonderful and caring person…why not a BAD person?
Well, my Mallory had a great answer for my question, she explained it like this. “God picked me because he knew I would do good things with my experience. He knew I would take care of myself and this liver and make good decisions. He knew I would use my experience to bring people closer to him and to influence other people to be organ donors. Anyone else chosen to be in my situation might not use it for good things”. I thought…okay this sounds like a good answer to me.
Wow, isn’t she one smart young lady. And, guess what? She was right!! Many people have come closer to God, many people have decided to become an organ donor…because of Mallory!! I am so very proud of her and the person she has become and she never gives up!!
So you wonder how you can help. First and foremost, you can keep praying, on bended knees keep praying! You can also leave Mallory a note of encouragement here on team mal in the guest book from time to time. She loves hearing from all of you!!
I will update again on Friday after we know more about what is going on. Thanks again and have a good night. Lisa
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